A TRUE FRIEND

Abashed from past,
Addled in the amid of , life moving so fast.


Agnostic , still Altruist , my heart bears a pain.
Asinine or not , was it my lose or gain???

Abjured or abandoned in storm of earth.
Do you think , was I this worth????

Afflicted and affected , now only tears to shed.
Since U left, I just have a heart half dead.

Accustomed to ur warm presence
with all those lost essence...

Is that for ever Autumn is on its way????

Don't know know where this glee has drowned.
Heart shrilled , Allayed still , has happiness frowned??

Will this ever end...................
Will U ever be again a true friend????

MY HAPPY DAYS

Thinking of the day whenyou went away.

Come back those happy days , is all I pray.

What life to take , what a bond to break.

Whats the secret , What was my mistake.

Nothing exists , no life ahead.

Autumn is what , forever is see, is spread.

When u flew , left a heart half dead.

All left with me is tears to shed.

Philosphy , chocolates , songs to heal my heart.

But what to do to this soul torned apart.

I tried really hard not to cry over u.

Still undrained , unburnt memories are few.

What Ever I do.

But I'll be missing you.

Because every tear is just one more reminder, that,

Don't know how to let you go.

Whatever I do,

But I'll be missing you.

MY LIFE........ 'A PASSION'

With all storms hitting me endlessly.

leaving no hope to forward neverthlessly.

Won't give up , no matter ....

how much crippled he makes me.

What wound he bistows,

No matter how hardship he shows.

my heart still bears the pain.

All tormoils, and troughs it sustains.

This has targets to achieve.

This soul has to keep in itself a belief.

Lets see how much tests he takes..

Assure him today, each one I pick, to me stronger it makes.

The harshness he may root.

Troubles he may shoot.

But beyond my WILL power.

nothing exist, which can.................

shatter my passion , for a glitsum life.

or,

to change my dreams , for which

till now I've strive.

LOST HUMANITY

Its hard to stand alone in a fight.

ITS hard to understand other's plight.

When we are in pain, we cry river.

But did u ever shed a tear of else's share??

We always wanted to be cared,

But did u ever bother to become a GIVER.??

Lost is the word 'WE'.

Lost is the cloud of glee.

Why it always comes first 'me'

The seed of selfishness has now become a tree.

oh! machine made humans there....Is the human died off ur machine???

Will WE find one beneth the layers????

FRIENDSHIP??? (Is it just a dictionary word)

Tell me what is ir?

Tell me once why it happened..a reason of conflict.

When you len ur trust ur friends,...

Its done not not for months or years...

but till the end.

Is friendship is nothing but a mistake??

Is it a showoff or abitter cake???

Now , its that we all fallen apart........

Why friends touches 'n' then STABBS the heart.

When creepyness crawls around...

and when friends become warrior of sound.

It can never be mended...

It was that all of us offended..........

Wounds will be fresh forever...

Hope that days buries,, and repeats never.

But my question to the world is ..........

is friendship is a dictionary word.

IS IT WHAT IN CHILDHOOD WE HEARD.??????????

DESTINY"S GAME.

Since day to night, 'N' birth to birth.

There's only onething on which..

we keep our faith.

Blind we are, beggers we become.

COZ of depending upon it...

options so left are from many to some.

Lets the man become a slave.

Making him forget the 'WILL'.

and arena shifts from world to cave.

Forgets the man , what means to be brave.

From just a word, it grows to excuse.

Its all destiny on which , every thing gets defused.

Now I realise , why god gifted this.

To hide the weakness , lazy has a bliss.

It makes a soul a puppet .....

only to runbehind name and Dame.

That's it , the destiny game.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 7:44 PM
SWEET 'N' SOUR FRENCH FRIES (2001)


Very lovely, really beautiful
those dreams in my eyes.

I can't forget those in my whole life
Yes true, it was all about FRENCH FRIES.

Dipped in hot sauce,,,... spread....
all over creamy cheese slice.

My tongue lies ,
they always want to taste them.

It left me dreaming all over nights.

Do you want to know what,
it really feels like.

Oh! dear!!! Help ur self.
Read the first line.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 7:29 PM

PHONE FRIEND (2004 )
"How are you
I am fine thank u"

Now in the city there is a new trend.
Every body has atleast one phone friend.

Its very interesting to know someone like this
Its like a saltry tear n a sweet kiss.

Even I know one who is a nice guy.
Talks to me alot but says a quick bye.

His voice is so soft, his words floats ike a bird.
but sometimes...
he behave as if in mouth stored some frozen curd.

OK! its very expensive to talk on phone,
To express ur self only through tone.

Its an interesting hobby..
Any one can try...
But if it shoots a problem then plz don't cry.

NOW I'M STANDING ON UR GRAVE


Where's that soft breath gone far away.
where are those words you whispered and said.

what made u do that to me...
I need you here with me.

I deserve at least last kiss from you
without you oh! dear what will I do???

You took my breath away 'n'
Now I'm standing on ur grave.

lost forever who made me brave.
And I know I'll never see you
..............or hear ur voice again.

Why did you left me alone, WHY couldn't u just stay?
God took my love, even when so much I prayed.
Now I'm standing on your grave 'n' you took my breath away.
come back... I will give anything , I promise
I deserve your hands around me and at least a kiss.

Don't bring my life to a sudden drift.
My life was yours.. 'n' your gift.

If u would have been here....or ever...
If I see tears in your eyes,I will die.
I can't stand alone to see you cry.

I'll cry for u , I could lie for you
and surely I'll die for you.
My life is over, come back 'n'.....
..........bless me with a new.

why he took you away from me.
It's hard for me to tell him "I Love You"
ask him to leave you, come once back for me.
There's just something I wanna know..
Why would god wanna hurt me so bad.I miss YOU...
come back for a minute or few..

MY ANOTHER SOUL

The day you died, I was already in shock.
My soul was stabbed in a silence mock.

My heart received those treched cracks,
AND there you escaped with a tearful sack.

Where have you gone??
Where have you hid yourself???

The DEW has turned into DAWN.

Don't know where this glee has drowned?...
seems my heart has shrilled away..
and desires have frowned.

Since you left away and hopped
hollow space inside surfaced well 'N' cropped.

You were the soul inside.
You were my defination.....
a one word pride.

My name contains a mean the meaning of you.
to my dreams and world , you always added new.

A veinless body , a beatless heart.
you left behind a little girl......
shattered apart.

My tempted search, my drenched eyes.
A burnt hope and tearless cries.

You were the mirror , a holy book.
Come back my EMOTIONS,
once more.......
give me a look.