For the sake of a dying soul...

BURIED SOUL

How it feels to break 'n' stand..

never got a chance to hold your hand.

Why is that ,I was the one stood all alone.

Why it was , I am a victim of your tone.

Who knew it will end like this......

expected it to be last with eternal bliss.

Backed you like a pillar......

fought to those ANTIS like killer.

Made my self the one you call team.

Being in your arms, was my last dream.

Was the one you can always call.

Every time u crashed, broke you fall.

When you believe that u can always be right...

then whom to question and whom to fight.

Could you ever see and diagnose my plight.

It was the end ,, is perhaps the final night.

Succumbed with pain.....

one day you will also know

how it feels like........

to stand , alone in snow.

Sealed with emotions, one day you will also scream....

will realize how it feels...
to gather broken dreams.

Silly was I , to expect petals from a thorn.

To furnish a tailor, when obvious its completely torn.

Walking out today with a hollow mind.

Wishful still I'm ... that someday you'll find.

SMILING COFFIN

I cried, I veiled did you ever see.

A filled coffin, a mourning , why is it always me.

Tailed by sorrows , far from every peace.

Honest and plain, why it always I,,

who surrender and cease.

Brutal and selfish , how can you choose,,...

me the one to finalize your truce.

Ur crush , your targets , do you have a heart???

when knew my feelings,, how can decide,,...

put me on your team's chart.

Lost in your world,, look and put one glance,

Squealed and drained it was your last chance.

Innate and scratched, don't make me remember it again.

Shattered and dead, now it all has drained.

never remind me of days of shine.

I know , whatever I do , it will never be fine.

ABOUT ME

I'm a girl of fourteen and I love to stay smart and clean.
I'm a tall girl who's light as a pearl.
About my hair.. since birth they have amazing curls.
About complexion can't say , sometimes dark sometimes fair.
ME!
Always need someone with whom my feelings
i can share.
can't stay alone always search for a pair.
I get irritated when someone stares.

My thoughts and feeling in heart has deep and different layers.
Lizards are my greatest fear n!
Holy hell ! usually I cry when they are near.
People say I'm very attractive but,
I guess something in me not so very positive..
that is..
I'm easily annoyed and very vey talkative,
over all I'm a girl with an optimistic attitude.
But sometimes I accept I get little rude.
Still if u consider me...
YOU will find me very interesting and cute.

AWAITED DESIRES

someday when you'll be mine

there would be no murk only embellished shine

It will last till aeon and will be perpetual.

It will be so true , so pure, so innocent and real.

how to say , what to convey,

but the feeling inside are so white...not a pinch of grey.

The darkness inside me, coaled the walls of my heart,

when u stepped in there was a rain of glee to wipe it apart.

Ur eyes are my deity,

I feel near to AL-mighty

Its all about u dear, that

can make me till eternity

So somber, so sullen, my life will be without u

my heart will squeal out,,

closest to my heart are rares,,

u r among those rarest few.

My sole will squeal out,I love u ,,,OH! let me be with u

always wandering how to tell u,

but my heart will speak, words my lips couldn't

If your mine , I'll give u my love

pure which will be BIBLE like true.

How to define you,, naive like a new born,

gentle to touch, sweetest of corn.

freshness of rose in u

Divine as my god.

what to say of heart, biggest and broad.

sober and serene, has been along in all odds

cover of Ur arms seems safest and soot

they fill me with unending desires,

everlasting love, from my very root.

sunrise , rainfall,
sunset to snowfall,

all season passes away.

All days go up to down from dew to dawn.

All reasons inside not to tell u.

but u never tried to read ...

that i'll be all shattered and tattered

lost in the billions

If u not stay here and if ever I realize

that Ur gone

my soul will squeal out. I love u.

let me be with u.

--
sanjeevani keshav90

MESERABLE MOSQUITO

Who made this mosquito , it bites all day all night

and,

looks like a thread tied to a teared kite.

He sings so bad that crows may close there ears,

This stupid mosquito has no shame no fear.

It bites, it shouts, spoils are sweet sleep.

Who had this ugly iead of making this creep.

No use of him on earth, he must be screwed.

Who gave him suggestion have blood as food.

WHO made this stupid, sticky who has no attitude.
--
sanjeevani keshav90

RAMPANT EMOTIONS
I guess it was right.it wasn't a walk all alone.
but to reach u, was a fight.
Full of thorns and thunderstormsdarkness around , against nature's all norms.
Walked alone with an extreme belief inside.
Musstered all my courage , eloquent was my spirit...
Animosity was fizzing around , but knewyou are my pride
everytime I tried to rise abovedrowned completely 'n' swept away by ur love.
days were just ordinary like any other..
but something compelled to move further.
Wreck was my feet , congealed was my blood.
slogged myself against every draught and every flood.seer my wisdom was, loaded all my emotions behind
Staggered from earth's two poles,, just to search , to find.
Mavelick you my love, canned my heart in a cask.
for the one, I waited, don't know since when locked in a tight flask.
Here you are, I reached my destination; Brink of river has come,
storms all stopped.
Unfeered sunshine has newly cropped.
my love in my arms;
won my war was,
spread all around a gracious charm.

UNWOUNDED CRACKS
sometimes when an evening calls.,the selience and the rainfall.
when the grasses blossom on the ground ,and the gleeget sprinkled all around.
Soaring birds when tell stories of loveand the sunset warms the cupid hearts
Then an unseen tear rolls down,from theeyes to heart as its fall was bound.
Subtle still no one knows , the pain inside ,never seen by anyone my lonelyness and how much I cried.
Its toughtest to handle, when the one U love..love someone else.Its like a broken star pass through the eyes ,and no wish to pray.
worst is when you urself give the hands of the maiden,and there's nothing to say.
Burden still shakels , feeling of waff inside.my lonelyness drowns me , and no shoulder beside.
Gone he is , canty in a new glorified life.
My eyes has an ocean, heart stabbed with knife.
obscure future,snipped my dreams are.
Disdained emotions happiness fleed far.
Still somewhere deep, feels he will come back.
to fill the space , wipe the tears 'n'to wound the unseen cracks.

Slip of mistakes, for a tearless cry.
Believe in Ur self and see into my eye


Unknowingly you sow a dream in my eyes, but beyond my dreams, it changed into unending cries.
That day fearless, feathering clouds showered stones on my heart
Unknowingly you sprinkled some sorrows to throw that feeling apart.
Unseen your face is, unseen your eyes are, but my core says that I know what your truth and lies are.
So fond my dreams, why so delicate they are, dissolved it’s roots to my soul to never go back nor too far..
But still you brought happiness to my life & too much glitters for my heart, in return
Neither asked for a penny
,nor a golden cart.
Now I stand on a thundered hill, with shivering air and piercing snow, I can feel my blood freezing into red sticks of ice, as it never used to flow.
I remember this place, I remember those days, when flowers bloomed and sun used to glow.
I never thought of being without you, but you will not be here, my life has become slow,
I will never let you scream, nor ever cry, please don’t go,
I promise you my love and a beautiful life.
In my mind you are still there for a support in the crowd, what would you think of me now???
Oh! God I am so lucky so blessed so proud.
It’s irrelevant for you and drizzling drops, however I see your hand holding mine &,
For lives and lives walking along.
Although my heart wonders and that half moon hides, after all,
Oh! Jesus to whom I belong?
Veiled from heaven, unknown to flowers,
Buried in dreams, and concealed to showers
My heart has a feeling, for this it always smile
Now, it has power to walk alone for million miles.


Composed by:
Sanjeevani keshav