CHRIST ON HIS DOOR

With struggled night with shower of blood,
With killed innocent souls in a form of flood.
With DAWN was about to break in,
With fumed guns tried to rest within.

There was somebody, on the door to knock,
The knock was received, left 'HE' in shock.

CHRIST was standing, with a gentle smile,
Blessed 'HE' with life long as NILE.

UN-wishful 'HE' to accept the bestow,
Wanted something to CHRIST to know.

Wishes to him,CHRIST ordered to ask
Also about his 'KARMA' and 'TASKS'

His deeds were bad.....
was clear in Christ's expression been sad
Confessed 'HE' to put humanity in pain
Against inner-voice, did it again and again.

Cried 'HE' on Christ's feet
Begging for an inner-neat.
Ripped apart by 'HIS' own deeds,
Human within started once more to bleed.

With merciful eyes
Christ showed Way-of-wise,
Judgment day finally came,
Hanged was 'HE' with an earned fame.

With the process of 'Hang'
The spirit within again 'Sang'

Eyes opened, it was a new birth,
the punishment was it's worth.

New beginning was there......
With Death of KASAB
With no religion's boundage

He listened to CHRIST and said..
goodbye to world to move ahead.

RELISHED WINE (PART-2)

Never felt so divine
Never tasted ever any wine.
Broke the spell forever that kiss,
He enchanted her with an eternal bliss.

Flowers blossomed narrating the story,
Her heart was full with gallon of glory.
She blushed and glowed in the color of PINK,
She found the relished wine to DRINK.

Traveled miles she in search of wine
Never knew she, about those nature's sign.

The cover of his arms, was so tight
to sustain..
For breath it was hard
to regain..

BUT,
For her it was the touch of sunrays so rosy
Never felt she before, ever so cozy.

With never knew she , the taste of wine.
or.. never knew she it can be so divine.
She found the cocktail of relished wine

HER GIFT OF WREATH

Rebirth of sunshine
Darkness too declined
Sorrows rooted inside , decayed
The child inside her once more,
blossomed and played

But,
something inside,
kept the darkness still clinched.
Still it secretly cried,
Don't know what,
continuously pinched.

Illusions break to welcome another.
Wound deepens from been healed rather.

She asked her self....
"What M I doing??"
Silence inside answered..
"It's a process of Ruin."

She want this street to soon pass
Though happiness it brought,
not for her ALAS!!!

Entering this street was her mistake
Did she jumped in a bedles lake??

If street ends with her last breath.
Then her heart's ready .....
to accept the gift of wreath.

Just hopes She with tearful eyes,
may comes a silent death.

With no one knows the sound of death.
She's ready to accept the gift of wreath.

Zoo- ZOOOuuuuuuuuuuu.
(HANGOUT SERIES Part-1. VOL 1)


A fine morning I woke up with almost nothing in my head except for grabbing a cup of tea as soon as possible , when my phone beeped...Text message ...written "I am leaving "...


Woah! I forgot ..


Last night my friend told he will be going for some hangout + will do some cool wild life photography at ZOO and asked to join..and lo! I forgot it completely.Called him and there I came to know that he is almost near metro station.Thinking of 'Now what???' I rushed to take a bath and was ready in next 11.3 minutes.Called again and in five minutes I was rushing towards bus stop to catch the very first bus to NOIDA..
Actually when I called him second time.. we realised that I can't afford to miss this opportunity and have reach the place anyhow....so here I'm...............in a bus , looking outside..thinking in what words I'll be telling you ALL this ALL......
By 11 the bus dropped me to metro station and in next five minutes I had a token for Pragati Maidan waiting for metro to drop me on station and from the there, an auto which dropped me to Zoo.Oh! O O....I forgot to update you all about my friend's status by then....He reached zoo as was getting bored on metro station idly waiting for me...without informing me......and on half way I came to know that I will be chasing him like a rat.
WOW!
Never been to these places before and having least Idea about the route (although they were very straight)..I realised that this package's gonna be a complete adventure.
After reaching zoo , the new package was waiting for me already.
By the time I entered , he reached almost to the end of zoo , clicking almost every thing..nature, animals, social animals, other animals, few of his category hanging high on trees, social cats (lols)...so we decided that we will meet a little later somewhere in middle. I continued walking and enjoying nature from so close after so long and saw so many animals, monkey ..few inside the cage , rest all around enjoying..I could observe well that it was after quite long I could breath fresh air and kept moving deeper and deeper into that pseudo jungle with adventure all around and was accompanied by all sorts of wild creatures, few of which I never saw before.
I guess it was first time I used my mobile camera to click more than 100 pictures at a time. It was simply amazing to roam about in that place with best of songs plugged in my ears and full of enthusiasm.Almost lost into another world , I don't know when I reached to almost another end of the zoo and there I realised that I was alone. Except for three guys who were following me , don't know since when.I could well see that till the farthest point possibly my eyes could go....there was no signs of Human specie.even after this , I didn't want to leave that place . I called my friend , who was as expected was lost in his own world, don't know where and since how long..capturing pictures in his new camera costing more than 25,000...showing it off to none other than animals (as most humans are not interested in him or his crazy ideas)....
Well! ......ha ! tuo!! where was I......ha!!!! on calling him , I got to know that now I am supposed to get worried and scared.By the time the guys concluded that I'm most probably alone.Bit scared though I did not show even a bit of it in my attitude and kept moving in search of the way to main gate...we kept connected through phone and were updating each other about current status. By that time those guys came too close to me and started looking for an opportunity to talk . I kept moving and moving and so did he...(I guess no I'm almost sure..he must have clicked few photos at this patch of time also......)
After almost half an hour's heavy quest ..I got the way to EXIT.. and by the time those guys guessed that I was not all alone over there as it showed in there losing interest in me...It gave me a bit of relief..After seeing the main gate , I almost ran to reach it and secured my self while waiting for him to come.Those guys kept observing me from little distance as to know that I was really accompanied or it was all just a pretension.But don't know what made them leave that place before he came.He came after a while as expected(must be clicking some tiger's tail ).As soon as I saw him ,I ran to him in fullest of my speed and we shook hands casually as if nothing so special happened. (I ran into him not coz he was a saviour or something but had to show all pictures)..and we showed each other our hard work of past 2 and a half hour.
It was fun indeed...
we ran after each other trying hard to catch after some prank was simultaneously made, playing ,running,giggling... sharing all experiences inside like nursery students..and .....
that was not the end rather was just the starting ....and from there we moved on to other adventures for that day on list..
Readers!!!!! you will get to read more and more on my upcoming series of Hardcore hangout volume 1-2 and 3....
keep reading and still so much to discover though in less time..
till then stay tuned...

"LEARN TO LET GO , WHAT YOU FEAR MOST TO LOOSE"
Star war-3

A TRIP TO INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT (in chappal)

After coming to this place All I wanted always was just one long drive to some good place in a car with best of music plugged in my ears...At the same time I also wanted to see IGI Airport and planes just meters away from me...

Never knew this will come true like this..Saturday was just like any other ordinary weekend with every thing ordinary on the itinerary. Was casually reading news paper in the evening when my sister said she is going to office to feed fishes in the aquarium food which was a recently brought to her office..She left and my boredom increased even more. Little later she called and said I can join them for some snacks in the cafeteria and can go for a walk in the campus what we always do.Realising that it will be at least bit better than banging heads against the wall alone in the apartment ..I just left with my wallet in most casual dress possible ..jeans, every day wear T-shirt and slipper s. As I reached there I saw they were sitting on grass enjoying songs on laptop and desperately waiting for me..while we were leaving for the cafeteria...The office Driver asked my sister " Mam I'm going to drop Peter sir to airport so going to collect him from his Apartment (near parichawk) aapko kuch market se lena hai??? wanna purchased any thing from market" ......And here the adventure started................................

In seconds my sis and another friend of her had planned a great evening ahead. We hopped inside the Big car and were taking off toward highway.Received him from His flat and the car began to hit the road with the minimum speed of 100km /hr....It was just amazing.while going we got to know a lot about Paris , England and other places of UK.Two hours of ride passed by with fun and exchange of emotions not btw two people but two countries.

Was about to reach Airport, saw so many planes in Hanger waiting to take off and we were not at all embarrassed to get down in our typical casuals to see him off.Hugged, wished waved and he was gone..now it was time for us to rock...

While returning we stopped at so many places and invaded Delhi's most posh areas...ate from momos to most sophisticated food possible .Best part was that we decided to Crash a wedding in same dress and were sure that no body's gonna doubt as we were using one of the most popular car famous in Delhi...

With all that and at the speed of 120km/hr we came back at 11 pm and all I remember was I crashed on bed soon ......................But it is and will be memorable forever....................

IN THE HEART OF OCEAN....
(with it self for long)


All I could see was the drowning SUN at the end of the deep ocean as if saying "touch me ..see me I'll never come back".
Fighting with the darkness inside, forgetting the one coming outside which was about to touch me with it's virile hand.With almost no thoughts about anything on earth, my eyes were in endless search of something as far as they possibly could see.. Walking on sand drenched with sea and almost whole of feet inside the sand , suddenly something struck in my feet and unwillingly had to stop.After pulling it out all I could feel was freezing blood in every single vein wanted to relies the soul just then.....and tears rolled down soon as the time machine geared up to go into the past..
Eight months back ,, carrying a tender, naive, eights years old feeling in heart which was clutched tightly inside deepest of heart..never expressed though ,I was standing at the same shore. With overflowing glee and charm was promising my self to finally surrender and express ,was wishing Narayana good luck for his 10 fishing trip to middle of the sea which was indeed his everything except for one more thing.
Narayana.....I man who was made on his own, who was strong, naive and surely my pearl who was just a 21 year old, son of a just another fisherman in the group of those who resided on the shore of Sri lanka.
That Day when his ship was about to sail ..I ran to reach him and with no words gave a necklace which I made in past two years just for the day when I'll express everything with the best collection of stones and a pearl which once I found years back while playing in the sand..
Thinking from were to start was looking into his eyes who were asking reasons for everything..
Gathered all courage and uttered " Narayana I always....." when at the same time another screaming voice interrupted "Narayan come back ..ship is about to sail..HURRRRRY UPPP kid".
and all he could say"I have to go..thanks anyways I know what u have to say..I'll come back ..wait for me" he climbed over the ship and his eyes were fixed on me trying to say ..what I waited years to listen...and slowly and silently those eyes disappeared ....as the sun and as the ship too.
Never knew it would be the day for the death of my soul............
Since then coming back to the shore in hope that the ship will whistle again , will touch the land and he will jump out once more....few says the ship drowned in a storm, some says The devil in the ocean engulfed them .My heart could never believed it until this moment ..........................
when I saw the object objecting my further movement in that witty drenched sand...
It was that necklace which I gave to him............


revealing everything and taking away every thing from me.......................................................................................................

DISTANCE of just a SORRY

As the word SORRY strikes into our head , we think of it as just another highly simple word in our vocabulary list.Isn't it?? I don't know about you guys gazing into this writeup looking for something logical and interesting, but for me ....I guess I use the word 'SORRY' at least five times a day. WE all.., regardless of the fact that whats the importance of this little 5 lettered word when.....

it's not used when needed and when an over use is made needlessly/uselessly.

"All I wanted is your SORRY"................HOLD!! HOLD !!! HOLD!!!!.....

This is not what I'm asking from you, but have this thing ever striked your mind , when you were uselessly hurt or just was a victim of situations?????

It's a little word with great importance, specially when you wanna live an easy and simple life far way from internal disgustion and irritation. It's really not difficult to utter it out...

But yes! it's really and will be considered as BRAVE and COURAGEOUS of any one who really use it on time. ...

..........."NEVER BEFORE...NOR TOO LATE!!!!"

I often feel that ..at times people really want messed up things , to fall into place and they wish may things get back to life and normalcy, but they have something inside them selves (on which my personal research work is 'ON'),... that simply stops them from using this word, even they know after this no further efforts in that direction will be required.

Dust due to lack of this very word..don't know how much bad name we earn to our impression reputation,......how much we loose in terms of those people and relationships that really mean to us and has great influence and importance in our life.

.....And the distance it creates is just unexplainable but never ignorable...

Guys have you ever heard a term "COMMUNICATION GAP" which means staying together, sharing a superficial relationship don't know of what use????

YUP! that is a result of absence of this little word from any/ your conversation!....????

If it's so then go ahead leaving behind all egos an whatever u call it...and make a list of all those whom you owe this word and simply just go further ahead and shoot it in front of them...

Believe me it's gonna work..

USE IT ON TIME...

IT'S NOT FORCED,

..,NOT A CRIME...

BUT !!

USE IT ON TIME

Late night/ Early Morning Parties at Hostel.

As I stay with my sister so , even being miles away from home to complete my college ,I still feel at home. But this was not the scene always. Till my third semester I was too , a part of hostel and was a typical hostalite...far away from all those day scholars who used to say there is life outside.As I always say...once upon a time I too believed that....butu there's more here to live with.
Few days back my sister left for gurgaun to celebrate her weekend with old friends and due to some lazy reasons I could not join them. So as my habit I picked my pair of dress and left for hostel to rejoice the life once more.
It all started with taking permission from warden for my stay...then as we typical student , who look student from no corner and more of like a harmonium player were lined up with our laptops with all those social networking sites like orkut, gtalk, face book, twitter... in a triple sitter room (occupied by one of friend) and we were looking like a typical local train -harmonium player.
We had dinner in a great hurry as there were so many to chat with....world's most important job to do.
It's so strange that although we know that constant change of profile photo in orkut or face book won't do any good to our real face ...still almost everyday we update it in a hope that it's gonna help us in someway.
We till 1:00 in the morning were performing like that then suddenly don't know what made us think that now we should cook something that too on heater which suicides after every 15 minutes, with all available ingredients, not bothering if it's required or not we cooked a special dish called "mixture of everything."..
And don't how much and what we did but it was really rocking.
There's lots more that we do which cannot be wrote down here..as few constant reader will kill me....but really one should be a part of it once atleast.
Never before 5:00 we can even think of going to bed. And really when I live like that ,I feel that's called a hostel life.....
This is on demand of
Neha Singh
Sudha Singh
Salma(the whole gang)
and.....
BABY Singh(that's me)

Life is a Fairy tale.
(still not all about finding....may be u??)

I always wanted to have a life as of like a fairy tale.Even after coming to the college this thought kept alive somewhere inside. Don't know what made it to be there, Still I never did bad to any one or anything so thought May be I deserved something really good.
As I grew up , realised that there's so much that we don't understand and need to learn and that life is full of fun and happiness around.There's is almost nothing of which you can't make fun and can make life easy.
If one feels to laugh at every moment , then believe me, there's really no one who can stop you from.
Life is a fairy tale if you want to make it into one....full of laughter, wishes coming true everyday , finding what one wants................just see it like that.
BUT!
!!!!!
!!!!!
Fairy tale is not about finding your prince\ princess, falling in love and finding Ur love and live happy ever after but it is about fulfilling your dreams, standing for what you really believe in , to face all what comes in the way and then still living happy for ever after, ignoring all who wants to stop you from living life in the way you want it to be and climbing all hurdels no matter in what situations it's bothering you most.
"It depends on you how u wanna make it , shape it and into which fairy tale wanna turn it into...as once upon a time there were don't know how many "you" and "I" who started a tale to be a fairy and not a scary."

That's perhaps a fairy tale of modern era..of perhaps everyone's life....which will come true some day.
Till then..........
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lets be just happyy.