ALONE IN THE CROWDED STREET

Love never gives a clue,
that it may paint ur life so blue.

Looking at a crowded street,
losing someone's with every heart-beat.
YOU can , still can't let it go.
When love become a devastating blow.

Hiding from the world, what went inside,
Devil which became, was once your pride.

Love gave you rays of sunshine for a while
Walked with you, just a distance of a Mile.

In return,
It gave you pain which will stay till end,
Now your broken heart can never be mend.

With swelled eyes
unheard, endless cries,
Don't again crave for it..
it won't wound-up your scratches a bit.

What you thought to be a guiding star..
Now stands with turned face , so far.
What led you so high and high
Now seems to be at distance of sky.
.

WHEN HEART BECAME HEARTLESS

Trying to trace it's own heartbeat
Those eyes started to bleed.

Why couldn't feel anything,
Why heart surrendered to sing?

Feeling being lost, cropped inside,
She saw her own soul crying beside.

Heart said "I'm losing my string",
Questioned her If..heart lost, back, She can bring??

Her heart lost the heart within.....
Is it a punishment of an uncommitted SIN???

When the heart became heartless.
Her life turn out to be a mess.

COLOR OF PINK

With tender touch..
It's softness by heart so clutch..
Of love, it , speaks so much.

It define all eves
Every time touched,an essence it leaves.

Shows feeling of hearts..,
Bandage all relations left apart.

It smoothness nurture every child inside,
It claims to be the lover's pride.

It covers the world in all aspect
Used in grief, for showing love or respect.

It stays as a symbol on every lip,
Deepens more with love's every sip.

The color of pink is an emblem of love.
It's presence is an ultimate blessing from above.

CHRIST ON HIS DOOR

With struggled night with shower of blood,
With killed innocent souls in a form of flood.
With DAWN was about to break in,
With fumed guns tried to rest within.

There was somebody, on the door to knock,
The knock was received, left 'HE' in shock.

CHRIST was standing, with a gentle smile,
Blessed 'HE' with life long as NILE.

UN-wishful 'HE' to accept the bestow,
Wanted something to CHRIST to know.

Wishes to him,CHRIST ordered to ask
Also about his 'KARMA' and 'TASKS'

His deeds were bad.....
was clear in Christ's expression been sad
Confessed 'HE' to put humanity in pain
Against inner-voice, did it again and again.

Cried 'HE' on Christ's feet
Begging for an inner-neat.
Ripped apart by 'HIS' own deeds,
Human within started once more to bleed.

With merciful eyes
Christ showed Way-of-wise,
Judgment day finally came,
Hanged was 'HE' with an earned fame.

With the process of 'Hang'
The spirit within again 'Sang'

Eyes opened, it was a new birth,
the punishment was it's worth.

New beginning was there......
With Death of KASAB
With no religion's boundage

He listened to CHRIST and said..
goodbye to world to move ahead.

RELISHED WINE (PART-2)

Never felt so divine
Never tasted ever any wine.
Broke the spell forever that kiss,
He enchanted her with an eternal bliss.

Flowers blossomed narrating the story,
Her heart was full with gallon of glory.
She blushed and glowed in the color of PINK,
She found the relished wine to DRINK.

Traveled miles she in search of wine
Never knew she, about those nature's sign.

The cover of his arms, was so tight
to sustain..
For breath it was hard
to regain..

BUT,
For her it was the touch of sunrays so rosy
Never felt she before, ever so cozy.

With never knew she , the taste of wine.
or.. never knew she it can be so divine.
She found the cocktail of relished wine

HER GIFT OF WREATH

Rebirth of sunshine
Darkness too declined
Sorrows rooted inside , decayed
The child inside her once more,
blossomed and played

But,
something inside,
kept the darkness still clinched.
Still it secretly cried,
Don't know what,
continuously pinched.

Illusions break to welcome another.
Wound deepens from been healed rather.

She asked her self....
"What M I doing??"
Silence inside answered..
"It's a process of Ruin."

She want this street to soon pass
Though happiness it brought,
not for her ALAS!!!

Entering this street was her mistake
Did she jumped in a bedles lake??

If street ends with her last breath.
Then her heart's ready .....
to accept the gift of wreath.

Just hopes She with tearful eyes,
may comes a silent death.

With no one knows the sound of death.
She's ready to accept the gift of wreath.

Zoo- ZOOOuuuuuuuuuuu.
(HANGOUT SERIES Part-1. VOL 1)


A fine morning I woke up with almost nothing in my head except for grabbing a cup of tea as soon as possible , when my phone beeped...Text message ...written "I am leaving "...


Woah! I forgot ..


Last night my friend told he will be going for some hangout + will do some cool wild life photography at ZOO and asked to join..and lo! I forgot it completely.Called him and there I came to know that he is almost near metro station.Thinking of 'Now what???' I rushed to take a bath and was ready in next 11.3 minutes.Called again and in five minutes I was rushing towards bus stop to catch the very first bus to NOIDA..
Actually when I called him second time.. we realised that I can't afford to miss this opportunity and have reach the place anyhow....so here I'm...............in a bus , looking outside..thinking in what words I'll be telling you ALL this ALL......
By 11 the bus dropped me to metro station and in next five minutes I had a token for Pragati Maidan waiting for metro to drop me on station and from the there, an auto which dropped me to Zoo.Oh! O O....I forgot to update you all about my friend's status by then....He reached zoo as was getting bored on metro station idly waiting for me...without informing me......and on half way I came to know that I will be chasing him like a rat.
WOW!
Never been to these places before and having least Idea about the route (although they were very straight)..I realised that this package's gonna be a complete adventure.
After reaching zoo , the new package was waiting for me already.
By the time I entered , he reached almost to the end of zoo , clicking almost every thing..nature, animals, social animals, other animals, few of his category hanging high on trees, social cats (lols)...so we decided that we will meet a little later somewhere in middle. I continued walking and enjoying nature from so close after so long and saw so many animals, monkey ..few inside the cage , rest all around enjoying..I could observe well that it was after quite long I could breath fresh air and kept moving deeper and deeper into that pseudo jungle with adventure all around and was accompanied by all sorts of wild creatures, few of which I never saw before.
I guess it was first time I used my mobile camera to click more than 100 pictures at a time. It was simply amazing to roam about in that place with best of songs plugged in my ears and full of enthusiasm.Almost lost into another world , I don't know when I reached to almost another end of the zoo and there I realised that I was alone. Except for three guys who were following me , don't know since when.I could well see that till the farthest point possibly my eyes could go....there was no signs of Human specie.even after this , I didn't want to leave that place . I called my friend , who was as expected was lost in his own world, don't know where and since how long..capturing pictures in his new camera costing more than 25,000...showing it off to none other than animals (as most humans are not interested in him or his crazy ideas)....
Well! ......ha ! tuo!! where was I......ha!!!! on calling him , I got to know that now I am supposed to get worried and scared.By the time the guys concluded that I'm most probably alone.Bit scared though I did not show even a bit of it in my attitude and kept moving in search of the way to main gate...we kept connected through phone and were updating each other about current status. By that time those guys came too close to me and started looking for an opportunity to talk . I kept moving and moving and so did he...(I guess no I'm almost sure..he must have clicked few photos at this patch of time also......)
After almost half an hour's heavy quest ..I got the way to EXIT.. and by the time those guys guessed that I was not all alone over there as it showed in there losing interest in me...It gave me a bit of relief..After seeing the main gate , I almost ran to reach it and secured my self while waiting for him to come.Those guys kept observing me from little distance as to know that I was really accompanied or it was all just a pretension.But don't know what made them leave that place before he came.He came after a while as expected(must be clicking some tiger's tail ).As soon as I saw him ,I ran to him in fullest of my speed and we shook hands casually as if nothing so special happened. (I ran into him not coz he was a saviour or something but had to show all pictures)..and we showed each other our hard work of past 2 and a half hour.
It was fun indeed...
we ran after each other trying hard to catch after some prank was simultaneously made, playing ,running,giggling... sharing all experiences inside like nursery students..and .....
that was not the end rather was just the starting ....and from there we moved on to other adventures for that day on list..
Readers!!!!! you will get to read more and more on my upcoming series of Hardcore hangout volume 1-2 and 3....
keep reading and still so much to discover though in less time..
till then stay tuned...

"LEARN TO LET GO , WHAT YOU FEAR MOST TO LOOSE"
Star war-3

A TRIP TO INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT (in chappal)

After coming to this place All I wanted always was just one long drive to some good place in a car with best of music plugged in my ears...At the same time I also wanted to see IGI Airport and planes just meters away from me...

Never knew this will come true like this..Saturday was just like any other ordinary weekend with every thing ordinary on the itinerary. Was casually reading news paper in the evening when my sister said she is going to office to feed fishes in the aquarium food which was a recently brought to her office..She left and my boredom increased even more. Little later she called and said I can join them for some snacks in the cafeteria and can go for a walk in the campus what we always do.Realising that it will be at least bit better than banging heads against the wall alone in the apartment ..I just left with my wallet in most casual dress possible ..jeans, every day wear T-shirt and slipper s. As I reached there I saw they were sitting on grass enjoying songs on laptop and desperately waiting for me..while we were leaving for the cafeteria...The office Driver asked my sister " Mam I'm going to drop Peter sir to airport so going to collect him from his Apartment (near parichawk) aapko kuch market se lena hai??? wanna purchased any thing from market" ......And here the adventure started................................

In seconds my sis and another friend of her had planned a great evening ahead. We hopped inside the Big car and were taking off toward highway.Received him from His flat and the car began to hit the road with the minimum speed of 100km /hr....It was just amazing.while going we got to know a lot about Paris , England and other places of UK.Two hours of ride passed by with fun and exchange of emotions not btw two people but two countries.

Was about to reach Airport, saw so many planes in Hanger waiting to take off and we were not at all embarrassed to get down in our typical casuals to see him off.Hugged, wished waved and he was gone..now it was time for us to rock...

While returning we stopped at so many places and invaded Delhi's most posh areas...ate from momos to most sophisticated food possible .Best part was that we decided to Crash a wedding in same dress and were sure that no body's gonna doubt as we were using one of the most popular car famous in Delhi...

With all that and at the speed of 120km/hr we came back at 11 pm and all I remember was I crashed on bed soon ......................But it is and will be memorable forever....................

IN THE HEART OF OCEAN....
(with it self for long)


All I could see was the drowning SUN at the end of the deep ocean as if saying "touch me ..see me I'll never come back".
Fighting with the darkness inside, forgetting the one coming outside which was about to touch me with it's virile hand.With almost no thoughts about anything on earth, my eyes were in endless search of something as far as they possibly could see.. Walking on sand drenched with sea and almost whole of feet inside the sand , suddenly something struck in my feet and unwillingly had to stop.After pulling it out all I could feel was freezing blood in every single vein wanted to relies the soul just then.....and tears rolled down soon as the time machine geared up to go into the past..
Eight months back ,, carrying a tender, naive, eights years old feeling in heart which was clutched tightly inside deepest of heart..never expressed though ,I was standing at the same shore. With overflowing glee and charm was promising my self to finally surrender and express ,was wishing Narayana good luck for his 10 fishing trip to middle of the sea which was indeed his everything except for one more thing.
Narayana.....I man who was made on his own, who was strong, naive and surely my pearl who was just a 21 year old, son of a just another fisherman in the group of those who resided on the shore of Sri lanka.
That Day when his ship was about to sail ..I ran to reach him and with no words gave a necklace which I made in past two years just for the day when I'll express everything with the best collection of stones and a pearl which once I found years back while playing in the sand..
Thinking from were to start was looking into his eyes who were asking reasons for everything..
Gathered all courage and uttered " Narayana I always....." when at the same time another screaming voice interrupted "Narayan come back ..ship is about to sail..HURRRRRY UPPP kid".
and all he could say"I have to go..thanks anyways I know what u have to say..I'll come back ..wait for me" he climbed over the ship and his eyes were fixed on me trying to say ..what I waited years to listen...and slowly and silently those eyes disappeared ....as the sun and as the ship too.
Never knew it would be the day for the death of my soul............
Since then coming back to the shore in hope that the ship will whistle again , will touch the land and he will jump out once more....few says the ship drowned in a storm, some says The devil in the ocean engulfed them .My heart could never believed it until this moment ..........................
when I saw the object objecting my further movement in that witty drenched sand...
It was that necklace which I gave to him............


revealing everything and taking away every thing from me.......................................................................................................